Heeey, (: I know its been a very, very, long time, but iv been so busy iv had no time to do anything... only just fitting this in half an hour before work. So anyway, I came back to my mums, it was going great!! I mean of course we had our arguments with two toddlers, two adults & a teenage boy.. who wouldn't argue? Althou, i have really missed living on my own, I miss how me & Roxie use to be us & only us. Is that selfish? Mum asked us to leave, well kicked us out earlier this week, so instead of attempting to make an effort like usual, i decided to put money down on a flat & just go. So that's exactly what i did. Moving on Thursday :D part of me can not wait to be on my own two feet again, but then the other half is kinda scared that Roxies' Dad might make it hell like he did in the last two homes we had. I try my hardest to keep where we live quiet, but in such a small place & the same friends, you can imagine its difficult. At the moment we are being civil, he is paying & got himself a job & we haven't argued in a while, which believe me, that's brilliant for us. With Simon, (Roxies' dad) we both know that we argue & hate each other because we still love each other, if that makes any sense? he tells me all the time & i tell him. I will never stop loving him. I know that. But any way, my dad isn't talking to me now. That's a whole other boring story that i wont waste your time with, cause im nice like that (:
Roxie is still no stop!! Always on the bloody go, im struggling to keep up in my old age!! She has new words every day now, finding something new to climb everyday & seems to get more beautiful each day. I know im her mum & every mum says it but she is absolutely stunning. I cant believe how stunning! Its getting clear that she has inherited her fathers temper tho.. her paddies & strops are unreal! Still beautiful!
i really have to go to work now, really cant be doing getting fired. Keep your fingers crossed for me that i don't come home with drink all of me, :) I do promise to keep up with this maybe not this week but as soon as im settled, & that's a promise!! Hope your all doing well... take caree!! xx
p.s can i just say to a beautiful, talented, amazing young girl, who had been a good friend for years & sadly passed away a year ago today, that she is extremely missed & loved by everyone that had the honour to know her. hope your partying hard up there princess, Shannon, <3 <3